The impossibility of ever having anything to say that could conceivably match how beautiful God feels in my heart makes me pause. The sunlight itself is like sweet music from Heaven, light shining like warm love. James 1:17-18 “Every good gift and every perfect gift is from above, and cometh down from the Father of… Continue reading Day 31: The Blue Notebook
Most excellent LORD of HOSTS I bow my heart and head and cry out “HOLY, HOLY, HOLY! LORD GOD ALMIGHTY, which was and is and is to come. Holy is your name and you, oh mighty one, are worthy of all praise and honour. Cas I would lull myself into a trance and therein whisper… Continue reading Day 30: The Blue Notebook
I am weak and lack courage. Please Father God save us from the wrath to come. Extend us grace. Rapture us before the mega storm hits, that even now is brewing in the world. The clouds against the blue sky make me think of you and long for your return. Cas Oh blessed indwelling Holy… Continue reading Day 29: The Blue Notebook
I’m feeling a little lost. I’m searching for something in my relationship with God. I always thought it was possible but today I am not sure. It’s so much harder on medication. At least I can search again. For so long the medication made it impossible to even look. Cas How do I write words… Continue reading Day 28: The Blue Notebook
It’s a compulsion to come. Perhaps it is insanity, but it’s more real and beautiful than all the world. Cas I am a deer panting after the living water; please quench my thirst. Cas Lord, is all my religious fervour a symptom of my mental illness? Do I matter to you? Do you read my… Continue reading Day 27: The Blue Notebook
Day after day I will come to you…… I wish I could find a way to pump your own exquisite Holy Spirit into the very ink upon this page. I would that the Great High Priest, the LORD JESUS CHRIST, would personally offer my words to you oh Great JE-HO’-VAH! “Awake my love! Awake and… Continue reading Day 26: The Blue Notebook
I try to see myself as a woman before you. I am 39 but it’s hard. I would offer you my heart that still feels young. My young heart laughing and full of art and colour, a sparkling fountain of endless possibility and frighteningly submissive tendencies. I would kneel before you. I would sit at… Continue reading Day 25: The Blue Notebook
What is a girl to do when she is promised and waits? My heart is longing….. Your own Spirit longs as I do. Hasten to the, MARRIAGE SUPPER OF THE LAMB. Send me not away…… Truly there is nothing so sweet to me as being with you. I am a small plant, let me grow… Continue reading Day 24: The Blue Notebook
I have a theory that the words and love I can offer now in my broken and imperfect humanity are of great value. The offering I make here stands eternal, a testament to my true love for you. So I build up my treasure in Heaven that I may even then have a crown to… Continue reading Day 23: The Blue Notebook
I want to write to you. I want to talk to you. Oh, to find the words that entreat! I would sing a new song, sweeter than the spring rain that now falls. Groom of my heart! Bridegroom of the universal church, please hear my prayers. I wish my heart and head were instruments and… Continue reading Day 22: The Blue Notebook
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